Lost the last IM soccer final of my college career today. I've played about 10 seasons of IM soccer with 4 odd teams. My team made it to the finals about 6 times. I lost 5 of the 6 times. The only time I won, the other team had forfeited the final.

I am graduating in 10 days. Ten days later my college career will be over. Strangely, I don't feel any strong emotion when I consider my time here. A bit of melancholy, maybe.

Looks like I maybe headed up to Boston to live with my cousin. Or I might stay here, at Allegheny, doing research in computer science. Am I optimistic about life? Not quite. The feeling is more like a persistent uncertainty.